17 wtf

[thunderedge]

Aki: where
Aki: is that yaoi picture
Aki: I
Aki: got your note
Aki: and I couldn't react
Aki: so I died twice
Izzy: XDDD
Aki: XD
Izzy: let me put it up
Aki: :D
Izzy: it was supposed to be your Christmas present
Izzy: but I have to show you XDDDD
Aki: okay XDD
Aki: are you proud of yourself for drawing it?
Aki: orrr
Aki: horrified? XD
Izzy: I'm...
Izzy: extremely amused
Aki: both, I guess XDDD
Izzy: cuz it’s hot
Izzy: it's....pretty tame, too, which makes me laugh even harder
Izzy: because I'm making this big deal about it
Aki: whatttt
Aki: man
Aki: I wanna see it XDDD
Izzy: I'm tryingggg
Aki: :D
Izzy: http://i81.photobucket.com/albums/j217/sakurabatou/OMGYAOI.jpg
Sora: ....*rikucling*
Izzy: there, happy? XDDDD
Aki: YES
Aki: UNBELIEVABLY SO
Izzy: *falls off chair*
Aki: :D
Aki: now
Aki: either you colour it
Aki: or
Aki: I
Aki: will
Izzy: I was going to say I'd color it for you for Xmas
Izzy: since I showed it to you XD
Aki: XDDD
Izzy: http://i81.photobucket.com/albums/j217/sakurabatou/revenge.jpg
Izzy: that's the follow-up XD
Aki: XDDDD
Aki: I will just...
Aki: have to...
Aki: find a new RP partner

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<lj-cut text="exactly.">Aki: where
Aki: is that yaoi picture
Aki: I
Aki: got your note
Aki: and I couldn't react
Aki: so I died twice
Izzy: XDDD
Aki: XD
Izzy: let me put it up
Aki: :D
Izzy: it was supposed to be your Christmas present
Izzy: but I have to show you XDDDD
Aki: okay XDD
Aki: are you proud of yourself for drawing it?
Aki: orrr
Aki: horrified? XD
Izzy: I'm...
Izzy: extremely amused
Aki: both, I guess XDDD
Izzy: cuz it’s hot
Izzy: it's....pretty tame, too, which makes me laugh even harder
Izzy: because I'm making this big deal about it
Aki: whatttt
Aki: man
Aki: I wanna see it XDDD
Izzy: I'm tryingggg
Aki: :D
Izzy: http://i81.photobucket.com/albums/j217/sakurabatou/OMGYAOI.jpg
Sora: ....*rikucling*
Izzy: there, happy? XDDDD
Aki: YES
Aki: UNBELIEVABLY SO
Izzy: *falls off chair*
Aki: :D
Aki: now
Aki: either you colour it
Aki: or
Aki: I
Aki: will
Izzy: I was going to say I'd color it for you for Xmas
Izzy: since I showed it to you XD
Aki: XDDD
Izzy: http://i81.photobucket.com/albums/j217/sakurabatou/revenge.jpg
Izzy: that's the follow-up XD
Aki: XDDDD
Aki: I will just...
Aki: have to...
Aki: find a new RP partner <_< *shot*
Aki: I could never do that.
Izzy: hahahaha
Aki: I'dddd
Aki: bring you back from the dead
Izzy: PHOENIX DOWN XD
Aki: yes XD
Izzy: or threaten Hades XD
Aki: yes
Aki: I could do that too
Izzy: oh yeah
Izzy: and
Izzy: http://i81.photobucket.com/albums/j217/sakurabatou/rpriku.jpg
Aki: yes
Aki: in fact he is
Aki: because all the other Rikus
Aki: that Sora's hugged
Aki: ...tried to molest him
Izzy: geez
Izzy: well
Aki: I don't see how Sora's still a virgin. Seriously.
Izzy: Sora's got his hands up the back of Riku's jacket XD
Sora: ...*sneeze*
Izzy: that's a bit suggestive XD
Aki: XDDD
Aki: that
Aki: is
Aki: special
Aki: <3
Aki: I love you for it
Izzy: I did it because I couldn't really draw him IN Riku's shirt XD
Izzy: and
Izzy: I needed it for comedic effect
Izzy: because
Aki: XDD
Izzy: every other Riku
Izzy: would take that as an advance
Izzy: and mine's just...used to it XD
Izzy: he's also not creepy
Aki: haha
Aki: ...
Aki: that
Aki: LeonCloud pic
Aki: makes me
Aki: so happy
Aki: and
Aki: Ima
Izzy: hahahaha
Aki: put it
Aki: on my
Aki: bedroom
Aki: wall
Izzy: oh god
Izzy: You'd BETTER not tell anyone it was me who drew it XDDD
Aki: ...okay, you see...
Aki: if my MOM can recognize your style....
Aki: I don't have to tell anybody for them to guess right...
Aki: XD
Aki: besides
Aki: before they could say anything about it
Aki: they'd die of anemia
Aki: simple
Izzy: ....
Izzy: hahah
Izzy: the way I draw yaoi
Izzy: is just that hot, huh
Aki: of course <3
Aki: this is why
Aki: I want you to draw it more
Izzy: nooo XD
Aki: but I can’t make you do that cuz you want Leon for yourself
Aki: ...you see
Aki: you can also see that picture
Aki: as Leon and you cosplaying Cloud
Aki: but
Izzy: ....
Aki: ...I still win
Sora: *sneeze* DX
Aki: ...
Izzy: Sora....
Riku: ....
Riku: Don't tell me you caught a cold
Sora: I might've... *sneezes again*
Aki: ...it wasn't my fault this time...
Izzy: (I'm not gonna steal Leon from Cloud Rinoa)
Izzy: (XD)
Aki: (psshhh yeah riiiighhhtttt)
Aki: (you would if you could)
Aki: (and you know it)
Izzy: (I don't do self-insertion)
Izzy: (it goes against my principles)
Izzy: (but)
Izzy: (I can't deny I wouldn't like it XD)
Aki: (XDDD)
Aki: (exactly)
Izzy: (Hell, let's just say LeonCloud is the next best thing XDDD)
Izzy: (you know)
Izzy: (I'm not really a closet yaoi fangirl)
Izzy: (I told you I was an AkuRoku fan and you didn't believe me)
Aki: (not anymore...)
Izzy: (no but I was)
Izzy: (seriously)
Izzy: (I've been pretty much convinced it's canon for a while now)
Izzy: (wait...)
Aki: (XD)
Izzy: (....that makes it not yaoi XD)
Sora: *sneezes*
Riku: *hands him a blanket*
Sora: ...But I'm not cold...*takes it*
Riku: You can't get any sicker. You're still recovering from being...well...dead.
Sora: I'm finnneee.
Riku: Have some of Kairi's soup or something...
Sora: okay~
Sora: *drags Riku off to the kitchen*
Izzy: (I...want to color that pic for you now, but I totally need to finish my requests first...)
Izzy: (I'm going to put it on DA when it's done, hahaha)
Izzy: (traumatize the poor people who watch me)
Izzy: (well)
Izzy: (not without a warning XD)
Izzy: (the title will be...MERRY CHRISTMAS DAMMIT XD)
Aki: (NOMGLEON'SMOLESTINGCLOUD. That's what it should be called)
Izzy: (except that no. XD)
Izzy: (If it's my yaoi, it's consensual, SO THERE)
Aki: (...how about)
Aki: ("HE SEES YOU WHEN YOU'RE SLEEPING")
Izzy: (......that's...scary.)
Aki: (XDD)
Aki: (I need to do a SephirothCloud pic with that title...)
Izzy: (no, please XD)
Izzy: (unless it's supposed to be funny)
Aki: (...I would never take that pairing seriously)
Izzy: (I know, I know)
Izzy: (I love how)
Izzy: (you can see all my silly little obsessions in that pic..)
Izzy: (the hair)
Izzy: (and hands)
Aki: (yes)
Aki: (it)
Aki: (was)
Aki: (fluffy)
Aki: (looking)
Izzy: (I...like drawing hair)
Izzy: (especially...Leon's hair.)
Izzy: (....)
Aki: (X3)
Izzy: (it's...pretty...)
Izzy: (and...)
Izzy: (.......IWANTTORUNMYHANDSTHROUGHITLIKECLOUD'SDOING,OKAY!?!?)
Izzy: (*deep breath*)
Leon: ....*squints at parenthesis*
Aki: (XDD)
Izzy: (no.)
Izzy: (XD)
Izzy: (pretty...hair)
Izzy: (and I know I draw hands too big)
Izzy: (but I like it that way)
Aki: (...I...will figure out a way...to...)
Aki: (make Leon real...)
Aki: (cuz then...I could laugh at you even more)
Izzy: (shut up)
Aki: (<_<)
Izzy: (because you want to see me in love? XD)
Aki: (It would be funny. :x)
Aki: (at some point)
Aki: (because)
Aki: (I could actually see)
Aki: (Leon tripping over something)
Aki: (to get to you)
Aki: (and)
Aki: (it)
Aki: (makes me laugh)
Izzy: (it's sad)
Izzy: (that my first real crush is on a fictional character)
Izzy: (seriously)
Izzy: (I used to be obsessed with drawing Kenshin)
Izzy: (but it wasn't like this...)
Izzy: (and Julia used to say I was in love with him XD)
Aki: (ahhh no. You were waiting for Leon to come along)
Izzy: (but like...no. I'd want Kenshin to be my older brother XD)
Izzy: (tho apparently)
Izzy: (I have a thing for guys with long hair and facial scars...)
Aki: (you'd have to deal with the "...I can't do this...I don't deserve it.." thing)
Aki: (<_<)
Izzy: (well...)
Aki: (like every...second of every day..)
Aki: (because)
Izzy: (hah)
Izzy: (well)
Izzy: (I wouldn't care. XD)
Izzy: (because it's easier to deal with it in other people)
Izzy: (than in myself...)
Leon: *still squinting at the parenthesis*
Aki: (...he can hear snippits..)
Izzy: (....)
Izzy: (oh god XD)
Izzy: (........you'd better not make me confess XD)
Leon: ^/^ *amused and walks off*
Aki: (no, I think)
Aki: (He heard enough XD)
Izzy: (geez)
Leon: ...*glances at Cloud* I guess you saw that picture?
Cloud: ......
Aki: (the picture made him happy too XD)
Izzy: (ahahahaha)
Cloud: ....I had to watch her draw it.
Cloud: And listen to her giggling.
Izzy: I don't giggle. I snicker.
Cloud: Either way, it was upsetting.
Leon: I see.
Izzy: What, because you didn't think I had it in me?
Cloud: .....
Aki: Pshh. She had it in her...for like...one picture.
Izzy: don't take it too badly, Leon, he's more upset about me laughing at him than anything else
Leon: ...huh, what?
Cloud: ....don't put words in my mouth.
Izzy: I don't have to. :p
Leon: ...I'm not taking anything badly.
Cloud: ....stop that, it's creepy.
Izzy: *smothers laughter*
Cloud: ....
Cloud: ....my head....
Leon: ...Yeah...
Izzy: I'll leave you be, then.
Izzy: >.>
Izzy: (*snerk*)
Leon: <_<
Izzy: (oh, I'm horrible.)
Izzy: (Horrible, horrible, horrible.)
Aki: (Leon totally took that badly XD)
Izzy: (I should be SHOT.)
Aki: (*takes all guns away *)
Izzy: (IRVINE! Do me a favor?)
Aki: (Irvine: ...)
Aki: (Irvine: ...I can't find her...where is sheeee?)
Izzy: (....c'mon, I totally deserve it.)
Izzy: (who?)
Aki: (Irvine: My baby...)
Izzy: (........Aki.....)
Aki: (:|)
Izzy: (......*commits seppuku*)
Aki: (*revive*)
Izzy: (noooo you tarnished my honor! XD)
Aki: (psshhh yeahhhh welllllll XD)
Cloud: ........
Leon: ....
Leon: I'm going to bed. *goes off*
Cloud: .....ah.
Cloud: ....................
Aki: (...don't lock the door there, Leon :\)
Aki: (people would worry)
Cloud: *puts his forehead against the wall and closes his eyes*
Izzy: (...need a bucket of cold water there?)
Izzy: (oh I just get worse and worse.)
Aki: (...pshh XD)
Aki: (uhhhh)
Aki: (I have a bucket...)
Izzy: (geez, Cloud. Why is this such a big deal all of a sudden?)
Izzy: (I mean, he's been dealing with the fandom for all this time...)
Izzy: (did I shelter him too much?)
Aki: (*laughs*)
Aki: (maybe)
Aki: (Maybe I should subject him to the FAN Leon... <_<)
Izzy: (actually....I think....I confused him XD)
Izzy: (pfft)
Izzy: (poor Cloud)
Izzy: (I should be nicer)
Aki: (haha)
Aki: (*shrugs*)
Izzy: (I was the only one who took him seriously for so long...and now... XD)
Leon: ....*kicks his door and locks it*
Aki: (...)
Izzy: (he's...well, he wants to know why LEON is so upset)
Izzy: (but he's kind of afraid to ask)
Aki: (why is that? XD)
Izzy: (because of the answer he might get)
Aki: (uh..)
Aki: (What answer)
Izzy: (uhh)
Aki: (the gay one? XD)
Izzy: (yeah?)
Aki: (Oh XD)
Izzy: (well)
Izzy: (actually)
Aki: (Leon isn't really even admitting it to himself...so)
Izzy: (what he's afraid of is not being able to answer it)
Izzy: (and...he doesn't want to hurt Leon...)
Aki: (...I can see it)
Izzy: (and now he's confused)
Izzy: (because I confused him with the pic XD)
Izzy: (and...he's not sure anymore, hahahah)
Aki: (Leon: I LOVE you that's why!
Cloud: ...I...
Leon: ....That's how it is...I'll just go cry now...listen to Linkin Park...)
Izzy: (HAHAHA)
Izzy: (Linkin Park. Totally.)
-crash-
Aki: (...)
Izzy: (what was that)
Aki: (oh. Leon)
Aki: (throwing something.)
Aki: (and it breaking)
-shatter-
Aki: (...this is)
Aki: (scary in my mind...)
Cloud: ....*staring at the wall*
Izzy: (it's all my fault, too XD)
Aki: (XD)
Izzy: (kill me nowww XD)
Aki: (nooo)
Cloud: ....*pulls his hand into a fist and straightens up*
Aki: (I can see that...)
Izzy: (see...what?)
Aki: (him doing that)
Izzy: (hah)
Cloud: .....*walks slowly over to Leon's door*
Leon: ....
Cloud: Just...stop breaking things...
Cloud: ....*puts his palm flat against the door* You...locked the door, didn't you?
Leon: ....*puts down a photo frame*
Cloud: It's all right. I can wait.
Leon: ....*frowns*
Cloud: I...I know you’d probably prefer not to talk right now...
Cloud: But there’s something I need to tell you.
Leon: ...*goes to the door and unlocks it*
Cloud: ....
Cloud: ....*grits his teeth* If you have something to say, then say it!
Cloud: Don’t...keep it inside you, let it eat away at you...I can’t stand watching you do that.
Cloud: I can’t...help you that way. Like I promised I would...
Cloud: ...*backs away from the door and leans his back against the wall*
Cloud: Dammit...
Leon: ...*looks down, frowning*
Leon: I...can't tell you, because I'm not sure about it...myself...
Cloud: .....
Leon: ....*glares at the floor*
Cloud: ........
Cloud: I don't--
Cloud: .....
Leon: *sighs* I...
Leon: You probably already know what I have to say anyway.
Cloud: .....
Cloud: Are you...afraid of what I'd say?
Leon: I guess I am...scared. *looks away*
Cloud: ....you're not alone, then.
Leon: *sighs*
Leon: I don't know...I still...
Leon: .....I remember thinking "Someday you're bound to lose everything. Everybody around you will be gone. Then what are you left with? Nothing. Nobody...It's so miserable. It's inevitable...It takes so much to recover from it. I never ever want to deal with that again. I can't. Even if it means being alone..."...
Leon: ...And it's just...
Leon: Bothering me....among other things.
Cloud: *closes his eyes momentarily*
Aki: (He's avoiding the problem XDDD)
Aki: (man Leon..)
Cloud: Words...aren't enough...huh.
Izzy: (I know XD)
Izzy: (I doubt Cloud realizes it, though)
Aki: (XDD)
Leon: What..?
Cloud: I made a promise, but...that's all a promise is. Words.
Cloud: Words...can't make fear go away.
Cloud: So I thought...I...
Leon: ..I...
Leon: *stops and sighs again*
Cloud: ....
Cloud: I'm sorry.
Cloud: I'm not trying to push you.
Leon: It's the only way anything ever gets done anyway...
Cloud: ...I've been so damn selfish....
Leon: what...no.
Cloud: I've only been worried about myself! Making all of you put yourselves forward to hold me up...
Cloud: I...
Cloud: It's obvious this is hurting you, but I'm still...
Cloud: ......
Leon: ...
Leon: It's okay. I'm fine.
Cloud: .......
Cloud: *closes his eyes and leans back against the wall*
Izzy: (for some reason...I have the urge to stand up and yell "DAMN YOU unresolved sexual tension!" XDDD)
Aki: (XDDD)
Aki: (Yell at Leon for that instead XD)
Izzy: (Cloud isn't helping)
Izzy: (because he's stuck between whether he should really push Leon about it or not)
Aki: (He should)
Cloud: I've...tried to tell you everything...
Cloud: We both know how hard it is to admit what we're thinking.
Cloud: But I thought...by now you wouldn't have to hide anything from me anymore.
Cloud: Look, just...if you're not sure, whatever it is...
Cloud: *quietly* If there's something...I can't admit being afraid of knowing...you're probably even more afraid to tell me.
Aki: (Oh jesus. Leon's making my hand falter on the Enter button XDDD)
Izzy: (....you're the yaoi fangirl and I need to squeeze a love confession out of you? *should not be extremely amused even though she is* XDDDD)
Aki: (ITS LEON XDDD)
Aki: (NOT ME)
Izzy: (I KNOW. XD)
Aki: (I'd totally be like "CLOUUUUDDDDD I LUV YEW <333")
Leon: You wouldn't even consider telling me you loved me if you really did, would you?! *upset expression a mix between hurt/mad/sad*
Aki: (HA I WIN)
Izzy: (hahah)
Aki: (Leon: *hides*)
Aki: (...)
Cloud: .......what?
Leon: I said nothing as far as I'm concerned.
Leon: *glances to the side and turns as if to close the door*
Cloud: Don't--
Cloud: *reaches out to grab his shoulder*
Cloud: Just don't--please...
Cloud: I.......
Cloud: I can't....
Leon: ....*stops, glaring at the floor*
Cloud: Why didn't you...don't you trust me?
Leon: Do I really come off as that untrusting? Maybe it's because I'm still scared. Of course I trust you!
Leon: Sorry...*about snapping, that is*
Cloud: *lets out a breath* No...I shouldn't have said that.
Cloud: I...
Cloud: I really don't know anything.
Leon: ....You had a right to say that to me.
Leon: I had no right to snap at you.
Cloud: *laughs a little bitterly* No, no...of course you'd be scared. How could I give you an answer what wouldn't hurt you?
Cloud: I really am...
Cloud: I....
Cloud: .....shit....
Leon: *sighs* by now, being hurt like this shouldn't matter to me.
Leon: It doesn't matter.
Cloud: No, it does matter!
Leon: ...To you.
Leon: *sighs*
Cloud: ....
Cloud: Why shouldn't it matter to me?
Leon: Because I'm used to it.
Cloud: That doesn't make it right!
Leon: ...
Cloud: It doesn't...make it right that I can't...
Cloud: That I can't be what you want me to be for you.
Leon: It's fine!
Leon: It's just confusing to me. Since in one life I was completely devoted to Rinoa...and then...
Leon: The other one was you...*exasperated face palm*
Cloud: .....I...
Cloud: *barely audible* I'm...sorry.
Leon: Not your fault...
Cloud: I know, but I still...
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