Part XXXIII

[thunderedge]

Izzy: I kinda freaked out
Izzy: like, "LEON, DON'T KILL YOURSELF WHILE I'M GONE"
Izzy: XD
Aki: XDD
Aki: He locked himself in his room, and Shiva's not in his brain, though.
Izzy: mehhhh
Izzy: I drew stuff because Cloud didn't get to say what he wanted to XD
Aki: XDD
Izzy: He's frustrated because he's finally seeing where his problems are and hates watching Leon in pain about similar things
Aki: Yeah
Aki: AND OW
Izzy: ahah
Aki: *falls over*
Izzy: ahh! :O
Izzy: what happened!
Aki: my mouth hurts
Izzy: aww
Aki: I was pulling on a loose tooth (the dentist said to work on getting it out) and now it feels like i have the deepest cavity in the world
Aki: *dying*
Izzy: augh
Izzy: ouch
Aki: and I have a loose tooth on both sides of my mouth
Izzy: take some advil?
Aki: it’s SO uncomfortable to eat
Izzy: bleh
Aki: I take too much pain medicine all ready, with all of my other headaches.
Izzy: I'm glad all my teeth are out
Izzy: and no more braces
Izzy: my sister just got hers. poor thing
Aki: I just want to die right now
Izzy: aww
Aki: ...I'm just going to pull this out on the count of three
Aki: it all ready hurts a lot. how much worse could it get? DX
Izzy: *closes eyes*
Aki: stupid tooth
Aki: DX
Aki: I'm glad I get to go to school late tomorrow..
Izzy: awww
Aki: I'm not feeling well enough, that I could successfully fake sick DX
Izzy: *hugg*
Aki: WTF DIE LEON
Izzy: :O
Aki: STOP EMOING IN MY BRAIN
Aki: D:
Izzy: geez Leon
Leon: ....
Leon: *walks off*
Aki: what the friggin' hell
Aki: this tooth is giving me a HEADACHE
Aki: wtf
Izzy: LISTEN TO CLOUD FOR ONCE, DAMMIT
Izzy: *cure*
Aki: *upset*
Leon: ...WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?!
Izzy: You always walk away before he can finish
Leon: ...HE COULDN'T HELP, BECAUSE HE DOESN'T UNDERSTAND. *walks off*
Izzy: >.>
Shiva: Oh dear...
Izzy: THAT' NOT THE POINT ARGHHH
Izzy: and he knows that
Izzy: BUHHHHH
Izzy: STUPID LEON
Izzy: *runs around in circles*
Shiva: He's Squall. He makes stupid decisions.
Cloud: ....you're making things worse, stop shouting.
Izzy: but...
Shiva: ...If it's ringing in my ears, sweetie, then he can hear it too.
Izzy: uh...
Izzy: oops
Izzy: sorry
Cloud: ...It's frustrating, but I'm trying to take things a little bit at a time.
Shiva: You're a good friend. :]
Cloud: Every time I get upset...I think about what Tifa must have gone through dealing with me.
Cloud: It's ...well.
Shiva: mm.
Shiva: He really does need to take it a little at a time. He's still getting over the fact that he really has no clue who he really is.
Shiva: ....because I live off of his memories. I eat them to sustain my existence.
Cloud: I can understand that, at least, to some extent...
Cloud: not knowing who you are.
Cloud: ..........
Shiva: Mhmm.
Cloud: I know I can't understand everything.
Cloud: because everyone...is different.
Cloud: None of us could possibly feel what...say...Sora is feeling right now
Cloud: He made so many friends in different worlds, but he can't see them.
Aki: (Sora's like…skipping around in a field of flowers singing off key, but not caring XD)
Cloud: That kind of pain is lonely.
Izzy: (ahahahaha XD)
Izzy: (Cloud is being philosophical)
Aki: (Shiva wants to say something sorta...rude XDD)
Izzy: (awww)
Izzy: (if it'll jolt Cloud out of his mood so he'll approach Leon, go ahead XD)
Izzy: (He's not even really talking to her, more like thinking out loud XD)
Shiva: That's the deepest thing I've heard coming from your mouth yet, but don't spew these words at me. I'm perfectly aware. Leon's the one that needs to hear them.
Cloud: *stares*
Izzy: (ahaha that got him XDDD)
Aki: (XD)
Izzy: (Sometimes you need to be rude to get through to Cloud)
Shiva: ... /I can't believe I called him Leon../ he hates that name…Leon..
Aki: (she's muttering to herself XD)
Izzy: (Which is why it takes Tifa so long to get him to do anything XD)
Cloud: ....he seems to hate being called "Squall".
Cloud: ....never mind.
Shiva: form of protection, I suppose.
Shiva: I'll stay out here, since I can’t be the one to remind him to listen to you. He'll forget you’re talking, and space out. Make sure he pays attention.
Cloud: Ah...right.
Cloud: *turns around*
Izzy: (where is he...in his room? XD)
Aki: (probably XD)
Izzy: (Go, Cloud, Go!!! Go-go!)
Izzy: (*makes corny jokes because she read Tsubasa RC #10 yesterday*)
Aki: (XDDD)
Izzy: (oh man, the Speed Racer refrences XDD)
Aki: (XD)
Izzy: (oh yeah)
Aki: (?)
Izzy: (before Cloud gets around to Leon...)
Aki: (?)
Izzy: (or I suppose I should start calling him Squall now...)
Izzy: (anyway)
Aki: (Only if you wanna call him that XD)
Izzy: (I like "Leon" :D)
Izzy: (but I suppose he's supposed to be returning to "Squall" now)
Aki: (Shiva and Yuffie want him to XD)
Aki: (Their opinions don’t tend to count XDD)
Izzy: (haha)
Izzy: I’ll try to draw some stuff
Izzy: though it's hard XD
Izzy: because your Leon is SO STUBBORN
Izzy: and he doesn't do what I'd have him do
Izzy: so I have to guess

Aerith: ....well let's see.
Shiva: Hello Aerith. :D
Aerith: Hi. :]
Shiva: ...where's Cloud-sweetie?
Aerith: I have no idea. Have you seen Kadaj, Yazoo and Loz?
Shiva: I saw Yazoo sitting in your garden

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Izzy: I kinda freaked out
Izzy: like, "LEON, DON'T KILL YOURSELF WHILE I'M GONE"
Izzy: XD
Aki: XDD
Aki: He locked himself in his room, and Shiva's not in his brain, though.
Izzy: mehhhh
Izzy: I drew stuff because Cloud didn't get to say what he wanted to XD
Aki: XDD
Izzy: He's frustrated because he's finally seeing where his problems are and hates watching Leon in pain about similar things
Aki: Yeah
Aki: AND OW
Izzy: ahah
Aki: *falls over*
Izzy: ahh! :O
Izzy: what happened!
Aki: my mouth hurts
Izzy: aww
Aki: I was pulling on a loose tooth (the dentist said to work on getting it out) and now it feels like i have the deepest cavity in the world
Aki: *dying*
Izzy: augh
Izzy: ouch
Aki: and I have a loose tooth on both sides of my mouth
Izzy: take some advil?
Aki: it’s SO uncomfortable to eat
Izzy: bleh
Aki: I take too much pain medicine all ready, with all of my other headaches.
Izzy: I'm glad all my teeth are out
Izzy: and no more braces
Izzy: my sister just got hers. poor thing
Aki: I just want to die right now
Izzy: aww
Aki: ...I'm just going to pull this out on the count of three
Aki: it all ready hurts a lot. how much worse could it get? DX
Izzy: *closes eyes*
Aki: stupid tooth
Aki: DX
Aki: I'm glad I get to go to school late tomorrow..
Izzy: awww
Aki: I'm not feeling well enough, that I could successfully fake sick DX
Izzy: *hugg*
Aki: WTF DIE LEON
Izzy: :O
Aki: STOP EMOING IN MY BRAIN
Aki: D:
Izzy: geez Leon
Leon: ....
Leon: *walks off*
Aki: what the friggin' hell
Aki: this tooth is giving me a HEADACHE
Aki: wtf
Izzy: LISTEN TO CLOUD FOR ONCE, DAMMIT
Izzy: *cure*
Aki: *upset*
Leon: ...WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?!
Izzy: You always walk away before he can finish
Leon: ...HE COULDN'T HELP, BECAUSE HE DOESN'T UNDERSTAND. *walks off*
Izzy: >.>
Shiva: Oh dear...
Izzy: THAT' NOT THE POINT ARGHHH
Izzy: and he knows that
Izzy: BUHHHHH
Izzy: STUPID LEON
Izzy: *runs around in circles*
Shiva: He's Squall. He makes stupid decisions.
Cloud: ....you're making things worse, stop shouting.
Izzy: but...
Shiva: ...If it's ringing in my ears, sweetie, then he can hear it too.
Izzy: uh...
Izzy: oops
Izzy: sorry
Cloud: ...It's frustrating, but I'm trying to take things a little bit at a time.
Shiva: You're a good friend. :]
Cloud: Every time I get upset...I think about what Tifa must have gone through dealing with me.
Cloud: It's ...well.
Shiva: mm.
Shiva: He really does need to take it a little at a time. He's still getting over the fact that he really has no clue who he really is.
Shiva: ....because I live off of his memories. I eat them to sustain my existence.
Cloud: I can understand that, at least, to some extent...
Cloud: not knowing who you are.
Cloud: ..........
Shiva: Mhmm.
Cloud: I know I can't understand everything.
Cloud: because everyone...is different.
Cloud: None of us could possibly feel what...say...Sora is feeling right now
Cloud: He made so many friends in different worlds, but he can't see them.
Aki: (Sora's like…skipping around in a field of flowers singing off key, but not caring XD)
Cloud: That kind of pain is lonely.
Izzy: (ahahahaha XD)
Izzy: (Cloud is being philosophical)
Aki: (Shiva wants to say something sorta...rude XDD)
Izzy: (awww)
Izzy: (if it'll jolt Cloud out of his mood so he'll approach Leon, go ahead XD)
Izzy: (He's not even really talking to her, more like thinking out loud XD)
Shiva: That's the deepest thing I've heard coming from your mouth yet, but don't spew these words at me. I'm perfectly aware. Leon's the one that needs to hear them.
Cloud: *stares*
Izzy: (ahaha that got him XDDD)
Aki: (XD)
Izzy: (Sometimes you need to be rude to get through to Cloud)
Shiva: ... /I can't believe I called him Leon../ he hates that name…Leon..
Aki: (she's muttering to herself XD)
Izzy: (Which is why it takes Tifa so long to get him to do anything XD)
Cloud: ....he seems to hate being called "Squall".
Cloud: ....never mind.
Shiva: form of protection, I suppose.
Shiva: I'll stay out here, since I can’t be the one to remind him to listen to you. He'll forget you’re talking, and space out. Make sure he pays attention.
Cloud: Ah...right.
Cloud: *turns around*
Izzy: (where is he...in his room? XD)
Aki: (probably XD)
Izzy: (Go, Cloud, Go!!! Go-go!)
Izzy: (*makes corny jokes because she read Tsubasa RC #10 yesterday*)
Aki: (XDDD)
Izzy: (oh man, the Speed Racer refrences XDD)
Aki: (XD)
Izzy: (oh yeah)
Aki: (?)
Izzy: (before Cloud gets around to Leon...)
Aki: (?)
Izzy: (or I suppose I should start calling him Squall now...)
Izzy: (anyway)
Aki: (Only if you wanna call him that XD)
Izzy: (I like "Leon" :D)
Izzy: (but I suppose he's supposed to be returning to "Squall" now)
Aki: (Shiva and Yuffie want him to XD)
Aki: (Their opinions don’t tend to count XDD)
Izzy: (haha)
Izzy: I’ll try to draw some stuff
Izzy: though it's hard XD
Izzy: because your Leon is SO STUBBORN
Izzy: and he doesn't do what I'd have him do
Izzy: so I have to guess

Aerith: ....well let's see.
Shiva: Hello Aerith. :D
Aerith: Hi. :]
Shiva: ...where's Cloud-sweetie?
Aerith: I have no idea. Have you seen Kadaj, Yazoo and Loz?
Shiva: I saw Yazoo sitting in your garden <_<
Aerith: Aha.
Kadaj: Mother~ Nii-san isn't taking proper care of his chocobo
Kadaj: It almost ate the flowers D:
Aerith: Oh. Poor little Fenrir.
Aerith: Zack took better care of her D: Cloud, try a little harder. I know animals aren't your favourite thing, but...
Cloud: *wasn't paying attention* Huh?
Aerith: Fenrir's eating my flowers, not that I mind, but...she's your responsibility.
Aerith: She's like your daughter. You're a daddy now. :]
Cloud:....I'm only 23.
Cloud: I don't need children.
Aerith: I'm 24 and I have three sons! You have to take care of your daughter!
Aerith: *sighs* Fenrir can't be that difficult to care for…
Izzy: (I wish Aerith were my mother.)
Aki: (haha)
Aki: (me too)
Izzy: (<3)
Cloud: It's just...I look away for a few seconds, and she's gone...
Aerith: well then, she's like a 3 year old. She needs a lot of attention. :]
Cloud: ....when I DO pay attention to her, she bites me.
Izzy: (3 year olds bite too, Cloud XD)
Aerith: Maybe it's her way of like...showing her love? :D
Aerith: Chocobo-kisses!
Cloud: *grumbles* She never does what I say, either, and she listens to Squall, of all people...
Leon: 'of all people'?
Aerith: *giggles*
Cloud: *didn't realize he was standing there* .........
Leon: ...And did you just call me Squall...?
Cloud: .....no?
Izzy: (I don't think you're getting out of this one, Cloud. XD)
Leon: ...you did call me that.
Cloud: You must be imagining things.
Leon: I don't think I am.
Leon: Well if you didn't, then my imagination just made me pretty happy.
Leon: *walks off*
Shiva: :]
Cloud: .........*stares*
Shiva: *floats around* Haha, you made him smiilllleee. *snickers*
Cloud: .........*stunned*
Izzy: (It was a slip, Cloud thinks of him as Squall, so... XD)
Izzy: (Now he's embarrassed XD)
Shiva: awww *claps hands together* I don't remember how long it was since he smiled. Good job sweetie! <333 *floats off*
Yuffie: ...what just happened…
Cloud: ....I called him...Squall?
Yuffie: and he didn't hurt you?
Cloud: ...He....smiled.
Yuffie: ...Squall smiled?
Yuffie: That's an improvement.
Cloud: ..yeah.
Yuffie: He's either on something, or Shiva really WAS right about him liking that name.
Tifa: Must mean you're next Cloud. ^^
Cloud: *jumps*
Shiva: *floats through Cloud* Of course I'm right, honey.
Cloud:...now you're all making fun of me.
Yuffie: blarrggg. I haven't seen you in what...7 years?
Shiva: 8, I think.
Yuffie: heehee. Anyway~ *skips off*
Shiva: ...I'm curious.
Shiva: *sticks her hand through Cloud's head*
Cloud: What're you doing!?
Shiva: Exploring. *floats into his mind*
Shiva: don't be surprised if the transfer hurts a little, it's supposed to~
Izzy: (she's never heard of personal space, has she. XD)
Cloud: Ugh...
Aki: (xD nope)
Tifa: *watching in fascination*
Shiva: You think a lot too~
Cloud: H-hey!
Shiva: But there's more space up here than in Squall's head.
Cloud: Just what are you looking at!?
Tifa: Cloud? You have a funny expression on your face...
Shiva: Nothing really, just letting you get a better understanding of Squally.
Shiva: Which memory can I eat?
Cloud: What, you mean by--
Shiva: It can be the one of this little boy. Apparently you don't remember anything but his face. He's from your childhood. He wasn't very nice to you.
Cloud: Wha--
Shiva: I really wo’nt eat your memories.
Cloud: What do you want then!?
Shiva: I won’t eat them since I won’t be living in here. However, Squally has to forfeit memories for me to stay.
Shiva: Important ones, even.
Cloud: .....memories....
Cloud: ...just how much has he...forgotten....?
Shiva: We're actually coming pretty close to the recent ones.
Shiva: ...He's forgotten a lot…
Cloud: does that mean....eventually...
Shiva: Cloud, Sora's talking to you, pay attention. Nod your head.
Cloud: He’ll forget--huh?
Cloud: *blinks*
Tifa: *waving hand in front of his face* Cloud~ Sora asked you a question! Where on earth are you?
Shiva: Nod your head, sweetie.
Cloud: *nods automatically*
Sora: Yay thank youuu~ *runs off to play with Fenrir*
Aki: (he was asking if he could play with her XD)
Cloud: .............what did I just agree to?
Tifa: Don't be silly! Sora just wanted to play with Fenrir.
Cloud: ....oh.
Tifa: ....what's wrong? You look upset...
Cloud: I....
Shiva: You get how Squall thinks, now?
Cloud: More than I wanted to, maybe.
Shiva: Mm. At least you don’t need me 24/7 to function and work your emotions for you.
Shiva: *floats out*
Leon: ...did you just…Junction with my Guardian Force?
Tifa: ...Cloud?
Cloud: I didn't do anything.
Shiva: ...Yep! We junctioned!
Leon: Special.
Shiva: :]
Izzy: (XD "Special." That's his reaction.)
Aki: (XD)
Cloud: *puts a hand to his head*
Leon: ...*blinks* you okay?
Leon: Shiva, get back in my head…
Shiva: Okie dokie~ *junctions with him*
Tifa: *looks concerned*
Cloud: I just...I think...
Cloud: There's something....
Cloud: I need to think about...
Tifa: ........
Cloud: Don't worry. I'm done...running away.
Cloud: *wanders off towards his motorcycle, distracted*
Tifa: ............
Leon: ...
Tifa: *looks down*
Tifa: ...Leon?
Leon: hmm? Oh. Sorry.
Tifa: I...well, I don't know if I should be the one saying this, but...
Tifa: And you probably know this, but...I think...you can help each other.
Tifa: I was glad that you were able to smile.
Tifa: And when I saw that, I thought...
Tifa: Umm...*blushes a little* When he does, Cloud has the same smile.
Tifa: I just thought...it would be nice if you could both smile together.
Tifa: That's all.
Tifa: I'm sorry, I'm being silly, aren't I.
Leon: ...no, you aren't.
Leon: Thanks.
Aki: (I almost automatically made him smile, without thinking XD)
Izzy: (<3 XD)
Izzy: (Tifa has...a bit of a complex about Cloud's smile. XD)
Izzy: (it's not me, it's canon.)
Aki: (haha, yeah)
Leon: You're a great friend, Tifa. *semi-grin and turns to leave*
Tifa: Eh? *not the reaction she was expecting* Oh! You're welcome---I mean, thank you...
Aerith: ...what just happened?
Tifa: Well, a lot...
Aerith: I...see?

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