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thunderedge) wrote2008-01-30 07:08 pm
thunderedge) wrote2008-01-30 07:08 pm
24 sleepover
Leon: *asleep*
Izzy: (....*pokes Leon*)
Leon: *grumbles and rolls over*
Izzy: (*pokes again* Remember when you woke up early and sat outside Cloud’s door? Well, guess what.)
Leon: *throws a pillow at Izzy’s head*
Izzy: (*throws it back* Your fault for working too much if you’re tired. Get up, Loverboy!)
Leon: *opens one eye before closing it for a second* .........*pushes himself out of bed and goes to the door*
Cloud: .....*half asleep, sitting outside by the door*
Leon: *sighs* Nice tactic. Where’d you learn it from? *lazily rubs the back of his neck*
Cloud: *blinks and looks up*
Leon: ......what’s wrong?
Cloud: It’s not wrong.
Leon: What’s up?
Cloud: Shouldn’t I be the one saying that?
Leon: .......why should you be the one saying that?
Cloud: ......*gets up* I know I pushed you. I’m sorry.
Leon: *glances to the side* I was asking for it. *shrugs*
Cloud: But we won’t get anywhere like this.
Leon: You’re right...*frowns*
Cloud: If you realize that, then why have you been avoiding it?
Leon: .........................I haven’t been............
Cloud: .......you left. ........well, I did, too, but.....I.......I know I’m a hypocrite, but that doesn’t change the fact that I.....
Leon: ...................................................
Cloud: More than....anything I just....wanted to be able to tell you what you wanted to hear. But I couldn’t. So I....ran away. You’d think I’d have learned that doesn’t work by now. *laughs a little bitterly* I’m running away? And I don’t even have anything I should be running from. Not when you’re the one who—.............
Leon: I’m frustrated, is all...*sighs*
Cloud: Frustrated? That’s all?
Leon: And hurt. *shrug*
Cloud: So you’re saying you’re all right with that? Is that why you’re trying to act like nothing happened?
Leon: *turns to go back into his room* Not that nothing happened....I deal with being hurt differently from when I was ten. But I deal with it. *shaky sigh*
Cloud: .....this is...dealing? *looks away* I thought I....*trying to keep his voice steady* I can’t believe you don’t care about being hurt anymore. But even if that was true, I...I never wanted to hurt you. I don’t. That hasn’t changed, but I...it seems as if that’s all I end up doing! Even by just...being here, I’m hurting you...I...I just...why can’t it ever....
Leon: I CARE! I CRY EVERY TIME SOMETHING BAD HAPPENS BECAUSE I CARE! I HAVEN’T REALLY CHANGED SINCE I WAS A KID! I JUST DON’T WANT OTHERS TO SEE AND WORRY. IT’S NOT THEIR OBLIGATION TO TRY TO HELP ME! *crying, yelling hysterically* I’ve honestly had enough of being let down and hurt...I don’t have much that’s really worth it to stick around for besides my family, which is falling apart right now because I can’t keep it together! *bangs head on the wall helplessly*
Cloud: *grabs his arm* Stop it—!! *trying to hold him still* just—stop it—please— *puts his forehead against Leon’s back*
Aki: (*dies giggling*)
Leon: *lets himself kneel, facing the wall* .........*still in a hysteric, crying state, but stops banging his head against the wall* It...hurts when you leave...*holding his hands to his face*
Cloud: *hesitates, then crouches down beside him and puts an arm across the back of his shoulders* *starts to say something, then stops*
Leon: *glances at him tiredly before looking down* ..........*puts his head against the wall before banging it a few more times* Though it’s probably...cause I’ve always bothered you with everything...
Cloud: S—.............you never..........
Leon: *still crying and hysterical* ............................................
Cloud: No......*puts his head down, almost resting it against Leon’s* *takes a deep breath* I was always....the one who...depended on you...I....I said I’d hold you up, and....I meant that....I haven’t....always done my best, but I’m trying....*starts crying as well*
Leon: I..........I kn-know....*rubs roughly at his face* S-sorry.....
Cloud: *quietly* I’m....sorry. I’ve been so...wrapped up in what I was feeling....that I never tried hard enough...
Leon: It’s okay....*mutters tiredly*
Cloud: *barely able to stay awake* I’m....sick of making promises I end up breaking....but this time...I won’t leave....no matter what.....not anymore.....
Sora: Riku. I’m boredddddddd.
Riku: nnnn.........
Sora: Rikuuuuuu.....D:
Riku: *rolls over*
Sora: *rolled over on* .........*sweatdrop*
Riku: ..............window installation fees...................
Sora: .......*blows on Riku’s face*
Riku: cold.......*rolls off him a little and rubs at his face*
Sora: *sweatdrop, anger mark* *licks Riku’s cheek and blows on it*
Riku: *makes a funny noise*
Sora: *pouts* imitates noise, louder* *blows on him again*
Riku: *sneezes and wakes up* Wha.....
Sora: *pouting* .....you’re boringggggggg.
Riku: *blinks sleepily* well...sorry. *wakes up a bit more* ....Sora? What’re you...what time is it?
Sora: ..........2:54.......
Riku: .............*closes his eyes again*
Sora: *pouts* ......fine. *crawls up Riku’s shirt and falls asleep*
Riku: ........*puts his arm around him and goes back to sleep*
Sora: x)
Izzy: (....*pokes Leon*)
Leon: *grumbles and rolls over*
Izzy: (*pokes again* Remember when you woke up early and sat outside Cloud’s door? Well, guess what.)
Leon: *throws a pillow at Izzy’s head*
Izzy: (*throws it back* Your fault for working too much if you’re tired. Get up, Loverboy!)
Leon: *opens one eye before closing it for a second* .........*pushes himself out of bed and goes to the door*
Cloud: .....*half asleep, sitting outside by the door*
Leon: *sighs* Nice tactic. Where’d you learn it from? *lazily rubs the back of his neck*
Cloud: *blinks and looks up*
Leon: ......what’s wrong?
Cloud: It’s not wrong.
Leon: What’s up?
Cloud: Shouldn’t I be the one saying that?
Leon: .......why should you be the one saying that?
Cloud: ......*gets up* I know I pushed you. I’m sorry.
Leon: *glances to the side* I was asking for it. *shrugs*
Cloud: But we won’t get anywhere like this.
Leon: You’re right...*frowns*
Cloud: If you realize that, then why have you been avoiding it?
Leon: .........................I haven’t been............
Cloud: .......you left. ........well, I did, too, but.....I.......I know I’m a hypocrite, but that doesn’t change the fact that I.....
Leon: ...................................................
Cloud: More than....anything I just....wanted to be able to tell you what you wanted to hear. But I couldn’t. So I....ran away. You’d think I’d have learned that doesn’t work by now. *laughs a little bitterly* I’m running away? And I don’t even have anything I should be running from. Not when you’re the one who—.............
Leon: I’m frustrated, is all...*sighs*
Cloud: Frustrated? That’s all?
Leon: And hurt. *shrug*
Cloud: So you’re saying you’re all right with that? Is that why you’re trying to act like nothing happened?
Leon: *turns to go back into his room* Not that nothing happened....I deal with being hurt differently from when I was ten. But I deal with it. *shaky sigh*
Cloud: .....this is...dealing? *looks away* I thought I....*trying to keep his voice steady* I can’t believe you don’t care about being hurt anymore. But even if that was true, I...I never wanted to hurt you. I don’t. That hasn’t changed, but I...it seems as if that’s all I end up doing! Even by just...being here, I’m hurting you...I...I just...why can’t it ever....
Leon: I CARE! I CRY EVERY TIME SOMETHING BAD HAPPENS BECAUSE I CARE! I HAVEN’T REALLY CHANGED SINCE I WAS A KID! I JUST DON’T WANT OTHERS TO SEE AND WORRY. IT’S NOT THEIR OBLIGATION TO TRY TO HELP ME! *crying, yelling hysterically* I’ve honestly had enough of being let down and hurt...I don’t have much that’s really worth it to stick around for besides my family, which is falling apart right now because I can’t keep it together! *bangs head on the wall helplessly*
Cloud: *grabs his arm* Stop it—!! *trying to hold him still* just—stop it—please— *puts his forehead against Leon’s back*
Aki: (*dies giggling*)
Leon: *lets himself kneel, facing the wall* .........*still in a hysteric, crying state, but stops banging his head against the wall* It...hurts when you leave...*holding his hands to his face*
Cloud: *hesitates, then crouches down beside him and puts an arm across the back of his shoulders* *starts to say something, then stops*
Leon: *glances at him tiredly before looking down* ..........*puts his head against the wall before banging it a few more times* Though it’s probably...cause I’ve always bothered you with everything...
Cloud: S—.............you never..........
Leon: *still crying and hysterical* ............................................
Cloud: No......*puts his head down, almost resting it against Leon’s* *takes a deep breath* I was always....the one who...depended on you...I....I said I’d hold you up, and....I meant that....I haven’t....always done my best, but I’m trying....*starts crying as well*
Leon: I..........I kn-know....*rubs roughly at his face* S-sorry.....
Cloud: *quietly* I’m....sorry. I’ve been so...wrapped up in what I was feeling....that I never tried hard enough...
Leon: It’s okay....*mutters tiredly*
Cloud: *barely able to stay awake* I’m....sick of making promises I end up breaking....but this time...I won’t leave....no matter what.....not anymore.....
Sora: Riku. I’m boredddddddd.
Riku: nnnn.........
Sora: Rikuuuuuu.....D:
Riku: *rolls over*
Sora: *rolled over on* .........*sweatdrop*
Riku: ..............window installation fees...................
Sora: .......*blows on Riku’s face*
Riku: cold.......*rolls off him a little and rubs at his face*
Sora: *sweatdrop, anger mark* *licks Riku’s cheek and blows on it*
Riku: *makes a funny noise*
Sora: *pouts* imitates noise, louder* *blows on him again*
Riku: *sneezes and wakes up* Wha.....
Sora: *pouting* .....you’re boringggggggg.
Riku: *blinks sleepily* well...sorry. *wakes up a bit more* ....Sora? What’re you...what time is it?
Sora: ..........2:54.......
Riku: .............*closes his eyes again*
Sora: *pouts* ......fine. *crawls up Riku’s shirt and falls asleep*
Riku: ........*puts his arm around him and goes back to sleep*
Sora: x)